言っちゃった

月曜言うつもりだったが、疲れたから言ってなかった。
やっと昨日言っちゃった。初めての経験。言っちゃった。緊張していたが言っちゃった。笑顔をもらった。
返事は何でもかまわないから。言いたいことを言った。まだ一緒にいるけどよかった。今からもっといい人になろう。

Slip out



I don't know since when i changed to such a cold-hearted guy
I have to warm this frozen, icy, lonely heart to thaw
I like being wrapped with warmness more than anything else for sure
I'm going to make my coming days to be filled with laughter and joy
I let myself down that i'm more cruel than i thought i would be
I'm just a loser who ends up by caring for my soul
I don't give my heart to anyone because i don't want to waste my time
I tried to love this loneliness to slip out of this lonesome hole
Sorrow is what i hate but it's grown my sensations
Regrets taught me how to make any hard decisions
Peace is always by my side but i've never felt it once
Love is not the word only for the sweet romance
Well, i'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death
And i'm scared to keep on going on my way
Well, i'm scared, scared, scared, scared to death
And i'll tell myself i'm special till the end
Recalling my torn, broken, aching heart of these long days
And all the memories i wanted to forget for making leaps
Recalling, breaking, aching, crying, making sure to me
And i take all and grin at my future on the way