13 more days to flight day

Countdown~ 13 more days to flight as of time of blog post. Internal struggle isn't too great anymore. Things are seemingly more in control now. I do wish that if someone who is reading this blog and going overseas for a relatively long period of time can gain understanding on the ups and downs of waiting for the flight day.

Things aren't simple for the feeling of missing people close to me do get strong, at least for me. I'm sure many others feel the same way too. I really wish that i can be strong enough and not appear moody in front of people. Can't do it successfully yet. Control of emotions get hard when things aren't going your way. But i'm sure things can be improved with effort.

Couple more days to do my best and smile and be happy with everyone. I'm really glad i've really nice family and friends around me. I never really realise how close i can get with the friends till the time when i'm leaving. I guess the closeness doesn't appear till such times. And i also somehow wanna spend more time to everyone too. This is a really good experience. I'm glad i'm going Japan to work. Even my fellow friends in Toshiba are so cool that i've learnt so much things from them. How much more can i ask for in life...hmm just some more money to have a more comfortable life and a soulmate for the rest of my life??

Wanna make the last few days in Singapore the best since i'll be gone for a long time!