Freaking fate

I can feel the direction i'm heading towards now. Everything that i've aimed for has been fulfilled. Currently dun have big targets to work towards. Maybe just to find a girlfriend. But i jus dun wan a foreigner damn it. So many problems with having a foreigner as a girlfriend and wife. Not really worried about relationship kind of problems but more about problems created to my family and friends. Maybe family more. Communication and citizenship and such. But really feeling that everything is heading towards that direction now... And i can't seem to do much about it... Maybe i should learn to solve the problems that are stopping me from accepting a foreigner as a girlfriend instead of trying to change whatever has been set in front for me...